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Friday, December 11, 2009
Morning post.
Picture of Agnes,Grace,PollyGood morning people!!
It's friday and the boyfriend woke me up so early even though i don't have class. Wonder why? Just because i wanted to do my Fashion Merchandising report which is my presentation for next tuesday. Furthermore, i need to study for my final which is just next week. This is so absurd isn't it? But i'm being a real good girl lately. Can you imagine i asked the boyfriend to wake me up for revision and assignments? This isn't me at all but now it is ME! I gotta study real hard as i promised the boyfriend and im gonna prove it to the one who always being sarcastic to me. Anyhow,my exams is just 3 days which is 16th,17th and 21st. After that,i'm gonna fly like a bird. But HELL NO! I still have to do my assignments during the holiday and pass up after the school reopen..SIGHHH! But whatever,i'm still gonna enjoy my sem break like a beeee!
Oh btw,Christmas is coming! Any christmas present for me? No one is being kind to me to buy me christmas present. I've got no idea on how to celebrate my Christmas. But the kind babe Jayn date me out on Christmas eve and i seriously can't wait to meet her! New year is coming and i can't wait for it. I'm looking forward to the new month and new year. Not to forget,the second semester is coming and HOPEFULLY they won't give so many assignments anymore. My eyebags is getting serious recently and i know i look so suck but this isn't my fault okay? Blame the uncountable assignments that i have to do everyday. I even had nightmares. I dream about lecturers and i can feel the stress. This is so scary lahhhhhh! But due to the serious eyebags,i'm gonna sleep early as i promised the boyfriend. He even planned all the study time for me so i must listen and i know i can do it. SEE? SEE? SEE? He's being so good to me and i'm effing happy :D:D
I gotta stop here and continue to study. I've got like sooooo much to study! Promise to blog more after my final okayyy!? Wait for me alright?
XOXO.
It's friday and the boyfriend woke me up so early even though i don't have class. Wonder why? Just because i wanted to do my Fashion Merchandising report which is my presentation for next tuesday. Furthermore, i need to study for my final which is just next week. This is so absurd isn't it? But i'm being a real good girl lately. Can you imagine i asked the boyfriend to wake me up for revision and assignments? This isn't me at all but now it is ME! I gotta study real hard as i promised the boyfriend and im gonna prove it to the one who always being sarcastic to me. Anyhow,my exams is just 3 days which is 16th,17th and 21st. After that,i'm gonna fly like a bird. But HELL NO! I still have to do my assignments during the holiday and pass up after the school reopen..SIGHHH! But whatever,i'm still gonna enjoy my sem break like a beeee!
Oh btw,Christmas is coming! Any christmas present for me? No one is being kind to me to buy me christmas present. I've got no idea on how to celebrate my Christmas. But the kind babe Jayn date me out on Christmas eve and i seriously can't wait to meet her! New year is coming and i can't wait for it. I'm looking forward to the new month and new year. Not to forget,the second semester is coming and HOPEFULLY they won't give so many assignments anymore. My eyebags is getting serious recently and i know i look so suck but this isn't my fault okay? Blame the uncountable assignments that i have to do everyday. I even had nightmares. I dream about lecturers and i can feel the stress. This is so scary lahhhhhh! But due to the serious eyebags,i'm gonna sleep early as i promised the boyfriend. He even planned all the study time for me so i must listen and i know i can do it. SEE? SEE? SEE? He's being so good to me and i'm effing happy :D:D
I gotta stop here and continue to study. I've got like sooooo much to study! Promise to blog more after my final okayyy!? Wait for me alright?
XOXO.
Friday, December 4, 2009
New Blogskin.
I don't know what's wrong with the previous blogskin. The picture got error so i can't see the picture. I got so mad and angry so i decided to changed a new blogskin. I still prefer the previous one but due to the picture and i have to changed a new one. This is the best one that i can find so hope you guys love it. I've got nothing to do now..sigh! I've been doing assignment for the whole day and i'm feeling so bored with it. Facing the lappy for the whole day really makes me feel tired but no choice. I have to finish my assignments as soon as possible. Exam is coming real soon which is after next week. I'm so nervous now as i got no time to do my revision. Anyway,today is just not my day and i'm feeling blue. I don't feel like staying at home because mummy is mumbling around. I don't like people asking me so many questions. I don't know what to say and i don't know what should i say. PLEASE DON'T ASK ME!! Enough of saying things which i don't like. Leave me alone pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee! I'm so outta my mind. I have my own feelings and own thoughts as well. I have to keep it to myself when i have so much thoughts on my mind. I really hate it so much! Let me cry or let me do whatever i like!
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Heartbreaking
I'm feeling not happy. I'm feeling so depressed. I'm crying. So much thoughts in my mind. I realised that i cry easily. But someone just being so sarcastic and makes me feel heartache. I always respect this person. Although we seldom talk, but he's still my beloved dad. I don't know how to express my feelings but i really felt upset because of him. He don't care about my feelings at all. He's being sarcastic all the time. I don't feel loved from him. Does he treat me as his daughter? Does he care bout my feelings? What am i to him? I felt so disappointed. He went to HongKong and mom asked him to buy stuffs for me. He bought for me but he's being so sarcastic when he talked to me. Why must you talk so much after you bought the stuffs for me? If you really don't feel like buying for me then just don't buy it. No one force you to buy for me. I don't feel happy either when you bought all the stuffs for me because you're being so sarcastic to me. I just hate it when you talk about things which i don't like to hear or hurt my feelings. I'm your daughter and i do have feelings. If you think it's wasting money then just keep the money to yourself and i don't want it. I rather have nothing from you. I just don't wanna hear anything that hurts my feeling. But since you've said it then i have to accept it. I keep it to myself. I keep silence and i don't blurt it out. I locked myself in the room and i cry. I don't wanna let anyone of them to know that i'm such a weak girl. This is so heartbreaking..sighhhh! I'm so speechless...
EMO SHIT!
EMO SHIT!
Monday, November 30, 2009
Bad romance
Today is the last day of November. December is coming..time passes really fast! Year 2009 is going to end soon. New life is coming. Can't wait for christmas. Can't wait for the time to pass even faster as i cant wait to see my sunshine. I'm still busy with my assignments as usual. Every week have to rush my assignments like shit. How i wish i can have very very long holiday but too bad i don't have. I'm gonna finished my 1st sem soon and i can't wait for the finals to be over. My finals will be during the Christmas week. After finals,i'm gonna have only ONE WEEK of holiday..what a pathetic! Which means i don't have much time to rest only..sigh! Even though i'm blogging now,but i still have to do my assignments. Why i got so many assignments to do unlike others? Although i got lots of assignments to do but i'm glad to have this kind of life. This shows that i did something useful in my life and future. Making myself busy and occupied will let time pass faster. At least i wont feel boring anymore. It's been a long long time since i said 'I'm bored'..LOL! But there's a bitch who're distracting my life. I'm gonna fuck that bitch if she still wanna be so bitchy! Just wait and seeeee! Don't try to say anything about me and my boyfriend again! Or else you gonna die on my hands. Fuck you bitch! Don't pretend infront of us anymore. Don't think we don't know your fucking shit stuffs. Don't try to be good with us because we knew your true colours. So stay away from us and we won't pity you anymore because you're too over! So be aware and mind your words. Don't be so bitchy!
Enough of complaining and i'm gonna off to study for my quiz. Update asap! =)
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Just 3 words.
First and foremost, this is not a post about myself. This is a post to my beloved one. I don't know why im writing this post but i just want to write anything about him. I had a boyfriend who has been so sweet to me, showing me his love which i felt so loved. He talks to me whenever i'm depressed. He spent most of his time for me which i felt so touched and happy. He makes me happy whenever i'm moody or angry. He always joke around and i always take it serious even though i know he's joking. He called me every single day so that i could hear his voice. He's changing his bad habit and of course i did change my bad habits as well. I promised to be a good girl of him and yeah,i'm still trying my very best to be better. I got jealous whenever he talks about other girl...heheh! I bet every girl will get jealous as well when their boyfriend is talking about other girls right? But this shows that how much i love him. He says 'Love you' to me before i sleep which i love it so much. He'll make sure that i sleep tight and wakes me up for school. I love the way he called me. I love the way he pampered me. I love the way he smile to me. I just love every single thing of him. He got angry when i did something wrong or say something that hurts him. I'm really sorry and i promise i will never say that to you anymore. I made mistakes and i'm gonna change it. I know sometimes i piss you off and say stupid stuffs, and now i know how much you dislike it. Therefore, i'm gonna fix it and make things right. Time passes so fast, we've been together for two months plus and still going on. Although we're far apart, but our love still stays strong as always. I'm not by your side whenever you're lonely or moody but i will still always be there for you. I'm gonna wait for you to come back as i promised you. 3 months is going to over and we just gotta wait for another 6 months and you'll come back to me. This period is real tough but this is worth because i found someone that love me much. I really wish to see you badly and i do miss you lots. I'm thinking of you every single day. I miss your hugs and everything. I miss the days you hold my hands. I miss the days we hold our hands together when you're driving. I miss the days when we go for movie. I just miss the days when i'm with you. I really wish that time could pass as fast as possible. Honestly, i never thought i could be yours. But now i'm really happy with what i have now and i truly appreciate you. I hope you know how much you mean to me.
I'm the girl who worries as you walk out the door, The girl who will stand by you through everything, The girl who is proud to say YOU ARE MINE. I'm the girl who loves you with my whole heart.
Just 3 words, ILOVEYOU!
ilovemysunshine ♥
Friday, November 13, 2009
I'm still aliveeeee!
My blog is totally a shit now because there's no new post in my blog. But no choice, i'm fucking busy like hellllllll can? I got so much stuffs to do yet so little time. Assignments every week and i don't even have my sweet time. Everyday have to do my assignments so that i won't have to rush my last minute work. Besides, test and quizzes popping out almost every week. Please kill me...sighhh! Anyway i don't think i will update my blog that often anymore as my life's been real hectic for me and i'm so lazy to blog nowadays. As time goes by, i'm bored of blogging already and i don't even know what to blog either. I'm not gonna blurt out everything now as i still got to study for my Fashion Merchandising test next week so i'm gonna stop here. Shall update again if i really got the free time or the mood to blog okay? You guys can follow me in Twitter as i will update my Twitter most of the time...heheheheh! Do keep in touch with me aye? Oh yeah..sorry bout not updating my trip to Singapore. I'm just so lazy to do so. You guys can see my pictures from Facebook if you guys are interested. If not then just forget about that shit.ILOVEYOU SUNSHINE! ♥
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Just for her.
As time goes by,everyone has grown up including me and her. We know each other since 15 years old and we're now 18 years old. Although its not long but things changed alot. From childish to mature. From a little girl to a teenager. We've gone through lots of ups and downs. She's always by my side whenever i'm happy or sad. She's the one who can read my mind and understand my feelings. She's the one who cheer me up and make me smile. In this 3 years,she's the only one who care for me so much besides my family. She never leave me alone or ignore me. I talked to her whenever i want to. I cried infront of her when i failed to be a strong girl. I told her jokes and even any stupid stuffs. I told her MY EVERYTHING and she know me the best. We both shared alot of secrets. We used to see each other five days a week but now we could hardly meet each other. I miss the days talking to her about my stuffs. I miss the days laughing around with her and crap all day long. I just miss her so much. I treated her like my little sis due to our birthday. She's the one who never break her promise. She still treated me as her best friend even though we're now in different college and seldom see each other. She's my closest friend among all and no one can replace her. But anyway,finally she found her love one. I'm really happy for her. Finally there's someone to take care of my girl. Sometimes she might be very weak and yet i couldn't be there for her. But now there's someone who can cheer her up anytime she wants. The one that truly love her and willing to take care of her. I can see that she's really happy now. Hopefully she will be happy with her love one. She will no longer telling me all her big secrets because there's someone to listen to her stuffs. We wont be able to watch any movies anymore because she has her love one to watch with her. We wont go shopping that often anymore because her love one will shop with her whenever she wants. Everything might change alot. But anyhow,i still feel happy for her because she finally found her Mr.Right. Hopefully they can stay happily together.To her: No matter what happen,i will still be there for you and i love you always
♥